~The Story of Gregory and Grace~

Gregory Ng Jun Tai
bluiesotong
2 December 1986
sAgitArius

No more regrets...
I will be able to leave
brunei in 2 months time, be back in
sg for good, and pei my
laopo.. I love her..

Grace Sia Xin Yi
pinkysotong
18 April 1986
aRieS

studying my bach of nursing,
definitely studying hard!
awaiting him to come back from his
tour in brunei.
I miss my Laogong...
I love him...

Ah Yuan
Alison
Anselm Ng
Belle
Benji Foo
Camay
Chin Yee
Chantille Huishan
Crystane Huiying
Cynthia Ai mei
Daphne
David
Fion
gENE
Jeen
Jieying
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La Ballroom Enmasse
Lil Fir
Meixian
Shinta
Shiya
Suyun
Sylvia
Tze Wen
Weiting
Val
Wenxin
Yan Teng
Zelia
Zhiyuan

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Wx-Yours
Vallerina Dreams
Wriggle my Toes
Baggeous

go back to sg pei Laopo
Laopo stick to me 4ever
smooth career
promote to 1SG
buying my 1st car
~~taking part in Snging Compeition~~
be a Singer!
have my own Saxo n Violin??

~~be an Registered Nurse~~
~~promote to SN/RN I~~
Be an Asthma Nurse
going Overseas(anywhr!) wif Doodles!
Laogong Safe n Sound in Brunei
a Diamond Ring fr HIm
~~a new Phone in 08 - HTC Touch Diamond~~
Driving License
~~Compete in Beginner Ballroom Dance~~
finding a Ballroom Dance Partner
competing in Adv Ballroom Dancing
~~my own Lappy~~
~~Study in Uni, Bach of Nursing~~
Graduate Uni

~~Engagement Rings~~
~~Specs of our Own~~
~~Couple Shirt and NUM Sandels~~
Wedding Bands
"Meet e Parents Session"
ROM
Custom Marriage
to Honeymoon!
A Dog(a Cute one~)
a 4 or 5 room-flat
startin our lil family
looking forward to a Condominium
every1 to be Healthy n Happy

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Thursday, July 31, 2008

im very disappointed... dey dun understand how i feel.. yes, dey mayb hav their point of view.. but y cant dey juz put mi in their shoes?? if dey r really mi, wat will dey do or decide?? is it fair to mi?? wat do dey mean by let him to 'slowly let go'?? i dunno how to do to make him slowly let it go.. i think e onli we can do is ya, seperate...

yes, i noe, ya.. mayb i've or we've hav been draggy.. i mean, ya, no point le... i c no point liao.. past few days he called mi, yes of cuz i'll still pick up his phone.. but, as a status of a fren, tats wat he says oso.. but whenever he call, he'll still tok back bout e past.. say he tat few days, suddenly tot of mi, putting himself in my shoe.. he say he understand how i feel.. how in e past yrs he's too cared bout his family.. its not i not discouraging him to help his family, i mean he shld to how to manage his money wise?? saving a $50 to $100 isnt tat difficult?? rather spend the money on eating in geylang or whrever?? n lots of bits n pieces la.. i told him.. i've waited, given u time.. last 3yrs time to realise?? not enuff?? hinting, telling n tolearating, dere's still a limit to it.. i somehow find him so irrtated! wat i wan is not the PAST! yes, he oledi told mi how he felt, but its juz seems too late.. wat i wan is the FUTURE.. i've had enuff of the past.. ya, dere's love.. until now of cuz i still rem e past we've been togather.. 4 yrs.. 4 yrs relationship of cuz not easy to throw away.. but, on the other hand, im practical.. tats y im able to let go..

mayb ya, really juz b4 my ROM, i really really think hard..

its my fault too.. mayb dunno how to manage my relationship?? but come to think of it.. if i juz wan to tao hao my close ones n be fair to him, but izzit fair to mi den??

ya, im not being neutral now.. as ya, my baby still keeping in touch wif mi, wif calls, msn, webcam, sms n video calls.. but not my dear.. juz presume tat im being heartless or cruel or watever, i wan him to let go.. n work for his future... i dunno how to let him slowly let go, like wat my mum say.. i oso dunno wat to do like she say.. wif dear's thinking like tat, he'll think otherwise, if im not heartless enuff.. yes, juz assume tat im heartless la..

i've cried, ya again.. wif my really close 1 not supporting mi, rather den to hurt n stress mi? asking mi to think of his feelings, 4 yrs relationship, very difficult for him to let go.. den, hu would think of mi?? being fair to mi?? think of his feelings n be draggy?? explained n explained, i've had enuff!! cried, i've cried lots! countless..

i've no need to hide tat, now im close wif baby.. as in ya, we still contact each other.. seeing each other thru webcam.. making mi smile n laugh when im sad.. do all sorts of funny things he can think of.. i will miss him.. waiting for his return.. ya, not to hide.. but still like wat i say, i wun commit to any relationship, until i noe tat he's the 1, my husband... i noe tat im still young, y say so far like husband?? its not tat im eager to get married.. i've already prepare n waited.. 4 yrs n it turns out nothing.. im sick n tired of it..

PiNky sOtoNg 7/31/2008 10:14:00 PM