~The Story of Gregory and Grace~

Gregory Ng Jun Tai
bluiesotong
2 December 1986
sAgitArius

No more regrets...
I will be able to leave
brunei in 2 months time, be back in
sg for good, and pei my
laopo.. I love her..

Grace Sia Xin Yi
pinkysotong
18 April 1986
aRieS

studying my bach of nursing,
definitely studying hard!
awaiting him to come back from his
tour in brunei.
I miss my Laogong...
I love him...

Ah Yuan
Alison
Anselm Ng
Belle
Benji Foo
Camay
Chin Yee
Chantille Huishan
Crystane Huiying
Cynthia Ai mei
Daphne
David
Fion
gENE
Jeen
Jieying
Laogong
La Ballroom Enmasse
Lil Fir
Meixian
Shinta
Shiya
Suyun
Sylvia
Tze Wen
Weiting
Val
Wenxin
Yan Teng
Zelia
Zhiyuan

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Wx-Yours
Vallerina Dreams
Wriggle my Toes
Baggeous

go back to sg pei Laopo
Laopo stick to me 4ever
smooth career
promote to 1SG
buying my 1st car
~~taking part in Snging Compeition~~
be a Singer!
have my own Saxo n Violin??

~~be an Registered Nurse~~
~~promote to SN/RN I~~
Be an Asthma Nurse
going Overseas(anywhr!) wif Doodles!
Laogong Safe n Sound in Brunei
a Diamond Ring fr HIm
~~a new Phone in 08 - HTC Touch Diamond~~
Driving License
~~Compete in Beginner Ballroom Dance~~
finding a Ballroom Dance Partner
competing in Adv Ballroom Dancing
~~my own Lappy~~
~~Study in Uni, Bach of Nursing~~
Graduate Uni

~~Engagement Rings~~
~~Specs of our Own~~
~~Couple Shirt and NUM Sandels~~
Wedding Bands
"Meet e Parents Session"
ROM
Custom Marriage
to Honeymoon!
A Dog(a Cute one~)
a 4 or 5 room-flat
startin our lil family
looking forward to a Condominium
every1 to be Healthy n Happy

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Monday, July 21, 2008

Somehow, before signing the paper, i really started to think alot.. Suddenly felt tat my future is not secured.. money wise, educational, relying, working... everything n anything i felt not secure.. except his LOVE.. Yes, he treat mi very nice.. nice until it seems tat mayb dere's no other guy hu treat mi sooo good.. accepted how untidy i am (like sometimes i running nose i'll sinply grab his shirt n wipe, ya, its yucks!), how many pimples all over my face, how lazy i am, etc...

On tat nite of our discussion or somehow, quarrel, regarding our ROM. I really told him wat i really wan.. although it hurts, i still hav to say.. im practical.. i've waited for 4 yrs, n it seems tat we r still running on the same spot.. NO, its i am running forward, while he's running on e same spot.. I know i cant blame him for tat.. I can understand his family situation.. But somehow i juz cant accept..

He told mi to wait for him, to support him, work hard togather wif him n understand him.. yes, i'll understand.. i've been working hard, but i cant see his.. i dunno how long i can wait n support him.. 2 yrs? 3 yrs? or 5 yrs? or more?? i really dunno.. somemore he said tat its not a yr or 2 time.. ok den.. i'll wait..

During dis 2 weeks, i've been struggling.. i seem to see no future in us.. we've been discussing or quarreling quite often.. he said tat i've been listening to wat my mum n frens advice, n easily get influence, n say tat i think too much.. i dunno i think too much or i really thinking hard for my future.. he said we need to communicate more.. gt wat probs juz say it out.. but watever i say, he seems catch no ball.. at e same time again, he ask mi to support him n work hard togather.. omg.. dunno how to ans him.. i tot of us seperating a certain period n let us think wat we wan.. tats wat e advice fr my close frens too.. unlike most couples, all these 4yrs plus, we tok to each other for everyday even though we quarrel, within 2-3 hrs its settled.. tats wat i dun like, nv give each of us sometime to think thru..

N he said onli for the time being he gt money turnover? problem, but it doesnt mean tat in future he'll not b wealthy.. ok, i agreed.. lets leave aside $$ issue.. e other thing is tat relying? i cant imagine tat watever thing he's relying on mi!! watever documents in eng he'll ask mi to c n explain.. in resturants, i order food.. he doesnt know comp stuffs.. its not tat i xian qi him.. i juz wan a guy hu i can rely on.. really..

Really, i juz wan a hu i can rely on.. hu loves mi n of cuz i love him.. whr in future no need to worry bout money or communication breakdown issue.. now is loving, i dun wish tat becuz of money or other comm prob, loves becomes a burden..

PiNky sOtoNg 7/21/2008 05:18:00 PM